Everything feels weird

I have been putting this off for a really.... really long time. I just don't know what to say, which is a little out of character. I don't know, perhaps its about avoiding this as a way of avoiding reality, which is strange because of how much reality is going on right now... or maybe I am just being stupid and lazy, it could even be just absentmindedness. Anyway you turn it its not very excusable. Which is why I understand why no one has contacted me to hang out since S's birthday. No one. Except Liss, one of my really good friends from middle school. We hung out and roller skated on Wednesday for a couple hours, then went to Sharri's, then played at the spinny park near Skyview, and had a little chat with some ociffers. Yesterday I had my first day of work at the Honey Pot, so I worked at Grandma's from 9:30 to 3:30 then went to work there around 4:45/5 ish and stayed until after 9:30. It was a long day lol. Thats about all that has been of note since S's birthday. S's birthday was fun, we drew pretty pictures on each other lol. Before that I did..... stuff, I dunno, work for Grandma on the farm... did stupid ship on the computer.... avoided running. Yeah, so that was exciting. Read books, been watchin' anime. Went to the Harry Potter premiere :D that was fun too. I baked for like two days to celebrate (I made candy and pumpkin pasties, the pasties were dang good.) Dressed up, met up with T there and a couple of her friends. Charly came looking like Harry, it was awesome. It was my first premiere "by myself" I had gone to see The Dark Knight with my mama on opening night before, but this was a little different lol I was ALOOONNEEE (not really lol). Anywho Before THAT I was with my muther. yup. we drove around on the coast and went to Portland and stayed in Pittsburg CA. Hung out with my little bro. Tried to meet up with Mickey, but that didn't work out sadly. And BEFORE THAT I graduated. Yup. That was pretty cool. Best part being that I don't have to go back there. Ever. ALSO I went to "IntroDUCKtion" and took language placement tests and signed up for classes. Watched a funny play about being respectful of other people and not raping them, yeah, apparently people don't like that? lol. Met some new people, hopefully friend material? So I signed up for: History of Japanese Art, World Religions; Asian Traditions, Japanese 1, aaaaaaannd Aikido. Fuck yeah. Can you see a pattern? NO this is not going to be my major. NO I am not PARTICULARLY interested in the Japanese, just world cultures in general. And this is just how my schedule worked out. It will be interesting to study something this in depth all at once though. We'll see. *

Anyway, thats it for now.
~K, the whale tamer.

*Disclaimer: Events may or may not be in the right order, and I do not assume responsibility for them being incorrect, talk to my memory, its retarded.